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September 11, 2001
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Quote of the day:
"it's snowing outside. god's cumming." - Johnny P
i went to a "corn festival" with my mom
the other day...not a whole lot of corn there. we spent $10 on raffle tickets
and didn't win anything! some old lady won the $1,500 jackpot...why do old people
always win the big bucks? theyre just gonna die soon anyways. its a natural phenomenon and will never be explained.
Why are guys such assholes? I hate it when guys try to get with you and they
ask you to hook up with them all the time and then all of a sudden you read their
profile and it has some girls name that they're not going out with and it says
"i love you ____(insert girls name)". thats BS. cuz i know that in a matter
of minutes he's gonna try to hook up with me again. but does it ever say "i love you rachel"
on his profile? no. what a shmuck.
this one time i was at the mall with my mom
and there was a display for perfume that you can eat in some department store.
they had all kinds of flavors like strawberry, cherry, ect. right above those bottles,
there was a bottle labeled "clean laundry" and a few other odd named scents.
my mom and i gave eachother a puzzled look and were curious to know what clean laundry
tasted like so we both sprayed and licked...it was terrible! by closer examination,
we realized that although the "clean laundry" scent was made by the same company,
it was not in the edible perfume product line...it was in the air freshner line!
i was at the grocery store today once and in the produce section
there was a bucket of very large roots. they were sugar canes...why would you
wish to purchase a sugar cane? what do you do with it? why not just buy sugar in
a bag? it was a sturdy root...you could probably cause someone pritty serious head
trauma with it...maybe thats what its for.
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December 26, 2002
Wow its been awhile since ive updated huh? Merry Xmas to everyone, hope your holidays
were super! Theres a big snowstorm here now...its my first white xmas! i guess
the last time it snowed on xmas was in 1995 and that was just flurries, the last
real snowstorm was in 1973! so i guess we're pritty lucky huh?
Teagan is doing well, shes more than 8 pounds now! my little girl is getting
so big! she hasnt pooped in over a week though! ive contacted 3 different
doctors and they all say its normal for breastfed babies to go a few days without
pooping but i dont know about a week. im calling tomorrow to see whats up.
November 25, 2002
Hey guys...notta whole lot here. Teagan is fast asleep for now...she has
been for awhile though so she'll prolly be waking soon. Didn't do anything
productive today. I woke up with a killer pain in my right knee and it keeps
giving out when I try to walk around on it. I have no idea what its from though.
I talked to Kenny for a long time last nite. I guess he does really love me still.
I was joking about me being with someone else and he got real serious and told me
that it really upsets him to even think about that. Too bad I live an hour away from
him now huh? I think I really did start loving him. I at least had really strong
feelings for him. Oh well. Maybe if he ever gets a car then we can see about
trying at a relationship again. =)
Anyways, here's a link to a bunch of pictures of Teagan in case anyone is interested.
And the webnursery link is Teagan's newborn picture. Sign the guestbook on that
page if you go to it please!
Teagan's Photos
Teagan's Webnursery
November 22, 2002
So today was sposed to be my due date! but i had Teagan Kyla Anderson 13 days ago instead!
She was born November 9th, 2002 at 12:02PM weighing in at 5 pounds, 9 1/2 ounces and she was
20 inches long! I came down with preeclampsia at 38 weeks so my doctor decided
to induce me on the morning of November 8th. i labored naturally for 5 or 6 hours,
then even though i was only 1cm dialated i demanded epidural, since even just getting
checked by my doctor hurt like hell! so i labored overnite with the epidural and
by 11 the next morning had only dialated 4cm...so they decided to do a c-section.
i was super scared and i had been on epidural so long the i was semi-desensitized to
pain medication so when they tried to give me the stuff that would numb me enough
to cut me open while i was awake, it wasnt strong enough. so they put me to sleep.
when i finally woke up i was so out of it and i dont even really remember that whole
day. just bits and pieces of it. i have pictures taken that day that i dont even
remember being taken and people visited me and called me i dont even remember talking to them.
it was a strange experience.
the recovery, on the other hand, i do remember very well. it was horrible the first
few days, especially when they made me get out of bed the first time. it was super hard
to get up and walk 4 feet to the toilet. but now, 13 days later im feeling pritty good.
still a little sore but havent needed any medication for the last few days. Teagan
keeps me up all nite, all she wants to do is eat! and if not eat she just wants to fall
asleep on my boob lol. then when i take her off she starts crying. so i put her back on
and she takes 4 sucks and konks out again!
i have been losing weight and regaining my figure so much faster than i thought
i would though. it doesnt even look like i just had a baby! i think its partially
if not mostly because im breastfeeding and i guess you lose weight a lot faster if you do that.
me and Teagan's dad are on pritty bad terms at the moment. my only request when he came
to the hospital was not to bring his gf (whom he cheated on me with) and guess who he brought?
thats right. so then i got in a huge fight with him that same nite and guess who he brought
again the very next day!? what a shmuck huh? and the last time i talked to him on the
phone he asked me what he could do to make me not hate him anymore...hmmm...maybe stop
being an inconciderate jerk would be a good start. hes such a jerk. he was sposed to see
Teagan 2 times during the week last week and didnt make it...so then he wanted to
come up last sunday and it was a definite thing and he never showed. didnt even bother
to call. if he gave me a billion dollars it would not make up for everything hes pulled on
me the past year and a half. i cant believe i wasted my time with him and i cant believe
i actually loved him.
anyways, i gotta get goin!
October 28, 2002
In loving memory
Bayboo Anderson
May 7th, 2002 ~ October 22nd, 2002
"A single rose may be my garden, a single friend my world."
Thursday, i posted flyers on the condo mailboxes in hopes that somebody
knew where my precious kitten has run off to. About 3 hours later, we got a
call. Bayboo had been hit by a car on Tuesday nite. The person who hit her
didn't just leave her there though. They put her in a box and buried her. That
was pretty decent of them. I was real upset, and am still pretty upset about it
but I can now talk about it without crying. It still hurts to see her favorite toys
lying around the house. Something in every room reminds me of her. I've lost a
best friend. A few things have helped me cope with her death...in my scrapbook
I have begun dedicating a few pages to her and I've written down everything that
I don't ever want to forget about her. Every detail about her I can think of is
in there. I also have pictures of her when she was about 3 weeks old in there and I
plan to keep adding more things as time goes on. I talk to her every nite and
let her know how much I miss her and love her. It's been hard but me and Patrick, her brother
are getting through it together. I can tell he's depressed too. I've been giving him
extra love and playing with him as much as I can since he's lost his best friend.
Nothing really exciting has been going on lately. Today was the first day of my last week
at school. Whoohoo. Can't wait to get this week over with! Last week, my shop
threw me a surprise baby shower and I got some wicked cute things! Then today,
my friend Heather surprised me with a wicked cute knitted baby blanket with matching
booties. I love it. It was kinda strange though since I don't know her that well
but it was so sweet of her. Definitly a surprise. We're all outta toilet paper
at my house so I have to wait to pee till my mom gets home and man lemme tell ya I
hafta go.
I'm gonna start putting the older journal entries on a seperate page so
it doesn't take so much time to load this one. So anyways, sign the guestbook...I have
a new one since the bastard from my old site removed me from the guestbook privaliges
just cuz I didn't wanna use his stupid banner!
October 23, 2002
okay everyone has been buggin me to update so here we go. im am due in
4 weeks and one day! not too long to wait huh? my last week of shop is this
week and my last academic week is next week then no more school for me! i'll
miss shop though.
last nite/this morning was the first snow of the season. but its completely
melted now and its actually sunny out. i think my kitty Bayboo ran away or got
catnapped or something cuz i havent seen her in awhile =( and im worried since
its her first winter (shes only 5 months old) and last nite was the first snow
and im afraid she got freaked out by it and didnt know what to do or something.
everything with baby is going well...i've narrowed my stress tests down to
one test per week versus the two i was attending before. and i have my last
ultrasound next week and i'm due 3 weeks after that! i'm so scared.
so anyways, thats bout it for now. toodles.
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